"life is like a call center training... first you need to undergo training for you to learn all the things that you can use when you reach the production floor, then afterwards you'll go on nesting to apply all things that you've learn during classroom training... like in life.. you'll learn a lot of things from your family inside the four corners of our house and time will come, you need to step outside the house for you to apply all the things we've learned from a long journey of training inside our house."
This should be a status that should be posted on my wall, but the characters exceeded so i decided to just place it on a note so you can hear my thoughts about life... These past few days, I'm in a deep trouble of shit because of a lot of not-so-good and not-so-bad things that happened this week. I came up to the realization that the time is now for me to step out from our house and live independently. Not sounding as an individual that already knows everything, but this is a statement coming from an individual who wants to go out from the box and step in to the real world, and learn from experiencing things about life. Experience is the best teacher, like other people were saying, which is right. While on the real world, learn from the experiences that we'll encounter, whether good or bad experiences, and from that point you'll learn something that you can carry on as we move on in this journey of our existence that is called "life". Learnings that will let us drive the wheel of our lives in the right path going to success. Experiences that may hurt us but will push us to be strong and never back down from challenges of life. Smokes and bottles of beer that we used to lean on if we're so down, yeah there's a negative impact on that, but lighting cigars and drinkin' bottles of beer and liquor, we can learn something that sooner or later we will realize that we dont need these stuffs in order to live... in vernacular "dadating din ang time na pagsasawaan mong gwin ang mga bagay na to". Its normal to be exposed in the real world with bruises and scars because it will show everyone how far have you been walking in to this world..
Hope they can read this... Its not to disrespect them but for them to hear my side that im keeping since i graduated from college. This is not to disregard all the sufferings and things that they did for me to reach the state that i have. I love them for giving me proper discipline and love for me as a responsible living individual, but there are some things in life that i need to learn outside the house and for me to apply the things that they taught me every single day to the real world. I know they're scared for me because of what life can let me experience that may hurt me and have some bruises and wounds.. But from these wounds that life may bring, i can learn from it and bring it wherever i want to go and for me to be trained as an independent individual also to help my parents in a way that im not dependent on them.
Way to go Jhemz...a long long way to go...
-invictuz05-
