Sunday, December 20, 2009

condom

i'll be sure that once you read the title, you will smile. Dirty mind. After reading this you'll understand why i put that as the title. Actually there's a relevance.

In our daily lives, there are people that we trust a lot. Bestfriends, significant others, friends, anybody. We share them stories of our experiences because we trust them that they will keep it for them only and not to disseminate it to the world. But if trust is broken down into pieces because of something done that is not that pleasing to someone, it is so hard to gather and bring it back again. Maybe trust can be brought back after the damage done, but it is not that solid compared before. There is one effective way to keep the trust alive, simply "Be true all the time and don't lie". How bout in bringing back the trust that is once damaged? simply, just show them that you can still be trusted. How? Learn from mistakes you have done before. One quote in my inbox says like this:

"trust is a better compliment than 'iloveyou' coz you may not always trust the one you love, but believe me, you can love the person you trust for the rest of your life"

now going back to the condom stuff... how is it related to trust.. First, there is a brand of condom with a name "Trust"(hehehe) ... Second, now I realized why condoms that are elastic but it is so hard to break. Once the condom was broken during intercourse, unexpected consequences will follow. Got the point..

-jhezec05

miles away

I'm stuck here inside my room for this day. I'm just sitting in front of my computer doing random stuffs in the Web while having a sip o a cup of coffee besides me. Facebooking, chatting with friends, reading something in the internet, exploring oDesk(kewl), blogging, watching videos, listening to music, and anything that opens in my browser. Some say that this kind of life is kinda boring but for me its not. It feels good to be on my room doing things that i usually do when there's no reason to move and go out. Maybe others will say that I'm just emotional by this moment I'm doing these entry. But it's not. There's no reason to be an emo right now, and that kind of lifestyle don't have a room in me anymore. I'm just missing my other half who is miles away from me right now and I don't see any reason for going out today because of that. I'm just enjoying every minute of me today with my laptop and a cup of coffee, 'coz i know she's also happy with her family and spending time with them after a long time that they're apart from each other. I'll just wait for the time that we'll see each other again and give her my warm hug and made my presence and love be felt by her.

As what other's are saying in Tagalog, "nakakatamad ang walang ginagawa", which is right for me. And what my friend told me a while ago, "ang boring ng lifestyle mu ngaun" made me say something like this.. "It may sounds boring for you, but I'm enjoying every moment of it.. *wink*". Point out here... Still craving for cup"s" of coffee... hehehehe

-jhezec05-

Saturday, December 19, 2009

coffee experience

its been a long time since the last time i visited my blogger account... i went to a state where i adjusted myself from the new world that i entered months ago. A world that is a lot different from what i have before... Somewhere along the line where i found happiness in life since the day that i met this lady.. Someone who told me that life's easy and we must enjoy it... honestly it was difficult for me at first to adjust... but as the time goes by when we are together, sharing stories and laughters with a cup of coffee, she made me feel somehow that i belong to the world where she's standing. As we go on with our lives together, she lifted me up to the next level of my existence and i enjoyed every single minute of my life with her. During these times, all my sad faces and depression states are changed into a face full of smiles and hopes that tomorrow when my eyes open from a long sleep, i will see something that will made me smile and bear that for the whole day... Someone who told me many things in life that i never encountered way back before. Someone who taught me a lot of things... Someone taught me and made me feel what "true love" is...

We may have a lot of differences but it doesnt matter with me right now.. What matters most is that we can live life together with these differences.. It may be difficult but believe me, it's possible... What makes it possible? the answer is simple.. It a 4-letter word that every person lives with... Its "LOVE"...

out for now... missing her... -05-