hopes and dreams

its already past 1 AM but im here still awake in front of my laptop doing this entry.. hmmm i can't sleep even though i got less sleep these past few days because we're working on with our IT project the whole night until the sun rises up of the following day... Just got an idea from one blog that i've read recently... its still a long way to run for me... I will see new things and meet new faces as i step up to a new world that ill be dealing with after I went down to the stage with my diploma in my hand walking towards my family giving them my reward for them for years of hardwork they've done for me to reach the peak of my dreams... and beside them is my special someone that gave me inspiration to work hard and made me feel that there's someone there that will stay with me no matter what... with a massive hug and kisses from me, i expressed how much i love her more than how much she loves me... from this, i can tell the world... i got promoted brother... promoted to a new life with the people that means so special to me at my back that gave me strength to move and show the world what i've got........................................

in just one click, my mind returned to reality... a reality that is im still sitting in front of my laptop doing this entry... Just dreamed of what can possibly happen 3months from now... 3 months that can pull me up or bring me down... graduation is coming near... but what my instructor said,,, "graduation is near yet so far"... hmmm IT project's blocking our way... konting tiis n lng... kaya nmen to... ill be marching my way up to the stage to get my diploma and shout to the whole crowd "graduate na ako!"..

someone in front of me...

the internet connection's running slow... slower than expected... I'm just sitting here in front of my laptop in a coffee shop where we used to go to have some coffee and surf the net and sometimes just chatting with my company. While writing this, my head's tilted up high to the ceiling while typing (skills... hehehe).. While typing, in front of me is someone who is also sitting in front of a laptop and doing some web surfing, someone who made me smile for three months that we're together... hehehe... :D right now im looking at her while writing this... hehehe... someone who made me inspired today to work on this entry despite of having a slow internet connection... hehehe... :D someone with a unique smile from which you can say that she's happy right now... someone who gave me a reason to stand up from my bed after a short sleep because of our IT project that we made overnight... I just want to stare at her face the whole time im writing this... i dont want to look on my keyboard and i dont care if im typing the right words or not... What i'm writing right now may sound nonsense to the readers but for me its not... hehehe... pake nyo e blog ko to... hahah just kidding... anyway... she don't have an idea that im writing this blog while looking at her... maybe one of these days she'll be reading this and maybe my other entries... wala akong maxadong magawa kze nga ang bagal ng net dito... heheheh kaya un... ahay napatagalog tuloy ako hahaa... wla to c kj dinaldal pa ako... nagtanong sa cafeworld... muntik q pa nalagay ung mga cnasabi nya... hahaha... i think i need to point out here... ang kulit na ng mga kasama ko eh... hehehe... mmya ulet...