now i found you... i dnt want you to go

I was alone not long ago without a love to call my own
I was afraid and thought it wasn't meant for me
I didn't need anybody else that was what I would tell myself
And I believed that that was how it would be

I used to think that I was fine, oh, that I was doin' okay
I didn't know that I was blind I just went on along my way
I didn't know what I was missing till I felt your tender lips
Kissing my fears away
I'm so glad you're here to stay

Chorus:
I never had somebody I could lean on
I never had a shoulder I could cry on till I found you baby
Till I found you...
And I never had somebody I would think about
I never had someone I couldn't do without till I found you baby
Till I found you...

I had been badly hurt before
Ever since then I would ignore a chance for love-
I thought it was a lie
I learned to rely upon myself and
I thought I was doing well until you came up with something
I just cant deny

I used to think that I was fine
Oh that I was doing alright
I would go on and do my thing
Everyday and every night
I didnt know what I was missing till I felt your
Tender love fillin me up inside
I love you with all my might

Chorus:
I never had somebody I could lean on
I never had a shoulder I could cry on till I found you baby
Till I found you...
And I never had somebody I would think about
I never had someone I couldn't do without till I found you baby
Till I found you...

And I never knew how goo a love could feel..
Till I found you
And I never thought that a love could be so real...
Till I found you..

traces of my pain...

I don't want to think about it... but it keeps on bothering me... since the last time that was happened... i keep myself busy working on things so that i can get rid of these negativities... but still in the end of the day, inside my four corners... it still bothers me... i just hide the pain that i'm feeling last night behind my smiles... so this will not be a reason for us to quarrel... my friend told me i'm jealous... well in fact she's right... not on being selfish... but i hate seeing her doing those things... mostly if she did it "in front" of me, not considering what will i feel... to tell you honestly guyz... i wnt 2 cry this thing out but my tears won't fall from my naked eyes... i always think about her... on what she really feel on me... i can't open these things up to her when we're together because of my fear of that will cause another misunderstanding between the two of us... She will think that i'm thinking negatively again, and i know she was pissed off of that attitude of mine. i always keep on asking myself "what can i do to make her feel happy with me... to make her feel that i'm one hundred percent hers"... I miss those times that we're happy together sharing smiles everytime we're together... i know i've changed... as what she told me...i can't approach her unlike before.... i changed for one reason... i'm so afraid of losing her and see her in the arms of another... that's why i act that way... acting like a stupid guy staying in one corner quietly...
a stupid guy that can't live his life without her by his side...


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save me

I'm the kind of guy who don't want to be busy with... In other words, isa akong taong tmad... as in ung mga simpleng bagay lng ndi q pa mgwa... Pero bakit ngaun prang gusto ko na na my laging gnagwa... Gus2 q mging bz ngaun... as in ung mraming gnagwa outside of my room... Kng pwd lng all of the time my gngwa aq keeping my mind and body working... d q alm bkit nging gnun ang shifting ng interest q... prang dti mas gus2 q lng mgnet d2 sa rum q... makpagchat... pro ngaun... aside frm doing that... i want to do things na nkakapagod... ung pgod ung isipan at ktawan q... nakakabolex 2ng entry na to... npaka nonsense nung laman for others... pro my mga bagay din naman na ayaw q na gwin... mga bagay na gngwa q bfore but people around me didn't like... ive been shitting around dis past days and acting weird, making my closest buddies disappointed with me... hmmm... maybe you're wondering what's the connection... its like this... i wnt 2 be busy with things so that i won't be shitting around again... para ndi q na maicp ung mga bagay na dapat ndi iniicp... so that i won't disappoint them when we're all together... pra msaya cla pag ksama nla aq.. at msaya din aq pag ksama q cla... oh well un lng nmn gus2 q sbhn... when boredom strikes... again.. crap... hehehe... i point out here... nonsense to kng tutuusin... but this is my way of expressing my thoughts... whew... geh un lng... :out:

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